Thursday, January 21, 2010
watching u grow up.....
7th january 2010
i changed the children's bed sheet guess wat i found under their pillow: nisha: small soft toys + her fav barbie story book. dominic: model sport cars + archie&beano comics NICOL:....choco and sweet wrappers!!!!
6th january 20109.oo pm: nisha told me : 'mama u work so hard now,lucky u r fat now, after the holiday.' ask her why, she reply: if u r skinny u get sick easily and can die faster..........i ws speechless but happy without a maid. they r more mature, cute and nicol it a good help whenever needed.........
5th january 2010on the 3rd morning of school: Nisha- ' i dont wanna go to school its boring. i want my holidays' Domi (ran our from bath naked)- 'i want 364 days holidays and 1 day of school.......' Nicol: 'aiya! its morning again........???'
4th january 2010when u worked hard and smart in school, then u play real hard and having crazy fun in your holidays....u love everything u r doing. its true. i see it in my children and school going student. they missed both world equally...........
18th december 2009very concern about nisha and dominic la...going wushu camp today . 4 days away form mama....hope they r street wise enuf! just finish packing their 2 little bags......
17 december 2009proud and happy of nic0L in her 1st vocational ballet exam....she got a dicstintion!! she really worked hard and deserve it...........muakcs!
18th october 2009my youngest 2 say it wz boring watching 'ms astro chinese pagent' but they din know if u watch 'ms malaysia/world' it wz worst(life)......actually ms chinese astro ws much improved and entertaining...........
16th aug 2009waiting for 3rd term exam results.............thank goodness its over for the moment. my stressful 3 weeks is over!! domi was easy to handle but nisha has always been a real challenge for me!???? but she got 2nd in singing contest(no training and out of 16 girls n boys), 1st in free hand gymrama (learn oni 2 months)and...
nisha cut her burfday cake at the orphanage and she wz very happy & pleased about it.........let me share this, saw many kids hug Reverend & Tan ,when they wanted attention. i so move by it........they need love & trying to reach out 2 anyone willing 2 ca
dominic's little secret 2 share is out! he is top in class! boy !oh! boy!
getting older and being wiser.....
life gets better and happier when u gets older and wiser.........age is just a figure showing how many yrs u have been around and being wiser with happiness shows when u gets better and better in handling everything........
14th september 2009
life is like a large jigsaw puzzle for us to find and fit in !! it started on the day v were born till the day v kick the bucket...some made it ,some almost,some half way ,some never...................and why m i in heaven??? whether u made it or not u still end up x_x. cherish life and be good to urself plus many arou...nd us and do more charity. small or big in cash or in kind never matters.
being professional in appoach
having a professional approach 2c and control situation is great and satisfying..........so keep on learning and b open....dun have a selective mind or conclude things beyond ur knowledge. u help others see and learn with u............
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Death.............
This came into my mind when Peter, a good friend loses his battle of life to colon cancer.........farewell my friend!
My first brush with death was when my great grandmother passed away when I was maybe 14 years old. Her death did not create any impact to me there for I did not even cry at all. I realised that she actually did not really have much to do with me when I was younger or any closer to me so I was rather confused how to accept or felt she was any lost in my life....sad. When I thought of it now it was indeed a great lost. Her stories and proverbs when she tries to teach you about life and mistake was something you cant buy or exchange with $.
Next was, our sponsor Mr Chew Poh Wah. I never expected I will actually cry on his funeral but when his daughter appear to acknowledge our attendance during his wake....I just cried out like a baby.!!! It must be because she is about my age and I felt for her or maybe he was so generous to William and I? I never expected him to not knowing us well at all ,yet he sponsored our lessons during our first trip to England.
The first death that created an impact on me was the death of my father-in-law. Nicol was born about 7 months. I have know him for about 10 long years. Well, he was nice to me and my husband. He was indeed a lost to the family and all of us and I was too busy to actually learn more from him about his story or anything him for my children. I really cried a lot due to the fact that he was also very warm and nice to me........He was a great lost to us!
Now after many years of going thru all this events of family, friends and all, Buddhisme tought me a lot about birth , life and death............ I accepted it but still not full heartedly about how some of us depart.
Back to Peter again. He wz really a dear friend.....................
Went to the temple of Sau Sing Lum(09/09/09-Wednesday) and donated to the dialysis center and small sum for chanting for the deceased of any kind..........may their soul rest in peace and move on with no regrets, revenge but only good hopes and good heart.............om.................
My first brush with death was when my great grandmother passed away when I was maybe 14 years old. Her death did not create any impact to me there for I did not even cry at all. I realised that she actually did not really have much to do with me when I was younger or any closer to me so I was rather confused how to accept or felt she was any lost in my life....sad. When I thought of it now it was indeed a great lost. Her stories and proverbs when she tries to teach you about life and mistake was something you cant buy or exchange with $.
Next was, our sponsor Mr Chew Poh Wah. I never expected I will actually cry on his funeral but when his daughter appear to acknowledge our attendance during his wake....I just cried out like a baby.!!! It must be because she is about my age and I felt for her or maybe he was so generous to William and I? I never expected him to not knowing us well at all ,yet he sponsored our lessons during our first trip to England.
The first death that created an impact on me was the death of my father-in-law. Nicol was born about 7 months. I have know him for about 10 long years. Well, he was nice to me and my husband. He was indeed a lost to the family and all of us and I was too busy to actually learn more from him about his story or anything him for my children. I really cried a lot due to the fact that he was also very warm and nice to me........He was a great lost to us!
Now after many years of going thru all this events of family, friends and all, Buddhisme tought me a lot about birth , life and death............ I accepted it but still not full heartedly about how some of us depart.
Back to Peter again. He wz really a dear friend.....................
he was a ,hihi friends 4 many years but buddy 4 just few years when v develop mutual trust, friendship & thoughts when working & dining together. learned many valuable lessons about people, power ,greed, desires & which direction v shud be focusing... from u...... just too short it ended in a way all regret...... but 2b cherish lifelong. farewell PETER(hong kong).............
Went to the temple of Sau Sing Lum(09/09/09-Wednesday) and donated to the dialysis center and small sum for chanting for the deceased of any kind..........may their soul rest in peace and move on with no regrets, revenge but only good hopes and good heart.............om.................
hihi friends 4 many years but buddy 4 just few years when v develop mutual trust, friendship & thoughts when working & dining together. learned many valuable lessons about people, power ,greed, desires & which direction v shud be focusing from u...... just too short it ended in a way all regret...... but 2b cherish li...felong. farewell PETER(hong kong).............
Monday, June 1, 2009
Dilemma of a trainer...........
It is rather challenging to share ,when you are not ready, being so engross with what you want,feeling so right about it,having a selective mind over what you want hear,it is so right to you and you have decide upon.
It is worst when we know it is not working out.
Be mature with an open mind.
Glad that I don't have much of that problem now...........
It is worst when we know it is not working out.
Be mature with an open mind.
Glad that I don't have much of that problem now...........
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Teachers
I have gone through many teachers in my life ....
Some gave me nightmares and the nice ones I tend to take advantage of them being soft.
The best teachers are those who are firm, sensible, give you ultimatum in time to finished your project and draw a map of her work,plans programs and etc for you to work together with her of him!
This type C teachers are the ones that I salute and tend to do very very well under their wings.....
Some gave me nightmares and the nice ones I tend to take advantage of them being soft.
The best teachers are those who are firm, sensible, give you ultimatum in time to finished your project and draw a map of her work,plans programs and etc for you to work together with her of him!
This type C teachers are the ones that I salute and tend to do very very well under their wings.....
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